giving away my personal things

I gave Shayla most of my things for her apartment. I wish it could have been the two of us but her mom would kill us especially since she was underage when we were first together. I wish her success with her husband and our child. She already told me I was the father but I will be gone soon and it would not be fair to ask her to leave her husband especially when I will not be around.

To my happiness

Well I can make myself happy that is for sure. I called Talin to come over and keep me company for a while and he did. I knew he has to travel far to get here but I always make it worth his while. ;)

55 and happy

I had my elder birthday today. I wish my life had tunred out a bit differently but I am glad for my son and his wife and my unborn grandchild. I saw Sabastian at the wedding and we got into it but I am so over him.

Baby makes 4!

Gavin and I made it official and we took a fabulous honeymoon. I sun bathed and got a great tan. It's spring back home so the trees are blooming. We are expecting already I guess all that activity on the beach and in the sauna and the hammock ect really had an effect LOL

A honeymon to remember

Adriana and I got married and then went on a beautiful 4 day vacation to Twikki Island. We stayed on the beach and had a great time. She is pregnant now and mom is so happy for us. Dad came to the wedding and he and mom had an altercation but aside from that the past few days have been heaven. We madee some renovation to the house and we were glad we got the permit to do it because the house was too small before but now we have a room for the baby and mom's room is much better.

two hearts

I called Shayla over today. I figured if I was going to show her how I really feel I need to do it before my brthday tonight when I will be an old man and she might not want me anymore. I can't tell Liz it would break her heart. I do love her but is it possible to love more than one woman and be happy?

To be married

Well I am done with school and Adriana and I are engaged. I hope for us to be married at the local gardens tommorrow.